Blessings

I just wanted everyone to know how appreciated they are! As I was saying on a blog earlier I've been so blessed lately to have so many things come into my life as of recently, but most important are the people that come into our lives. There is such a great feeling that comes from being able to share, and help others on this amazing journey. If someone would've told me 20 years ago I'd be a Reiki practitioner I'd have told you to drop the hooch. Back then I was more into ghosts, as I'd already been seeing them. Trying to "listen" to my spirit guides and angel nudges has really started to make a change for the better. I married a pessimist, I'm an optimist. Yeah, that's pretty funny right. Well I've been trying to talk with him and be patient, trying to heal him as I know losing mom was so tremedously tramatic for him, she was his hero. But I've also been trying to heal myself too as suggest. Besides my husband, his mom was more of a mother to me than I've ever known and my best friend. Watching someone wither away to nothing right before your eyes in a manner of a couple of months really takes a tole on you. I was her caregiver other than dad. We were there holding her had when she left her body. For some reason I knew she was ok. I took night duty everyother night as she couldn't be left alone the last 2 weeks. She was often afraid of a man that was always to her left. It was so funny because sometimes she would wisper so he couldn't hear her. One day I told her just to ask him to go for a little while and she said she couldn't because he was sleeping. She had so many "guests" over the last few weeks of her life. Watching that whole process made it easier to except the deaths of both my grandfathers soon after, knowing that they were going to that special place. I did learn that Life can be ripped away from us at any time. There's no rule book, it can be fast or cruely drawn out. Sometimes when I think that I chose this path I'm like, "what the hell was I thinking?". But there's got to be a reason for everyone that comes into our lives, and I know there was a reason for all of you to come into mine.

Blessings,

Lisa